Hmmm...

So my husband is out on tour in Brazil and I always feel a little weird. I am not sure why, and exactly what it is, I just feel like something is "off". I guess I find it hard at times to go about my days when he is gone, but I just do. I just go through my days by the hour, reminding myself that I am strong, he will be home soon....It gives me a taste of what life would be like without him, and I guess it is a constant reminder that it can happen, it sorta puts a "fear" and "emptiness" in my heart. I get why dying of a "broken" heart can be real...because my heart is weak right now and it is a struggle to get through the day, I am anxious for him to come home..

My nephew's 7th Birthday Party